“my hearts been broke for a while,
Yours been the one keeping me alive”
(via basicburner)
UpTight
Im worried, all the time.
I feel like my heart is beating through my chest with pain all day
like I cant calm down.
I dont know how to calm down.
I just want to relax and I dont fucking know how.
fuck.
(Source: deliciousmarijuana, via kill-themalldontgiveafuck)
(Source: you-are-stronger-than-the-pain, via iwas-stoned-so-i)
I’m a fighter
& right now it’s taking me everything I’ve got to stay on my feet.
Just when I picked up all the pieces..
They all came crashing down.
But I’m a fighter.
And I won’t go down just yet.
I’m embarrassed to tell you what’s wrong when you ask
For what Reason?
Because everything happens for a reason right?
Or is it just chance?
I mean, why would I run into you last night?
The night I was out with my crew, celebrating the fact that I’m getting the fuck away from that University and all the mistakes I made while I was there,
Incoherent as ever, stuffing my face with nutella, crackers, & pasta. Covered in crumbs. Probably looking my worst.
And in the door you stroll.
Like I’m not even there.
And yeah, maybe it didnt hurt last night, when nothing hurt at all.
But when your old best friends and you cant even awknowledge each other when your in the same room,
yeah. It hurts.
And why? When I am celebrating my feat. Celebrating a chapter to be closed. Celebrating the fact that I’m moving on..
Why did I need to be reminded?
Chance, or reason?
